met some new friends am going to my friends wedding, and am in new place, new challenges will be to get to know upstairs neighbors and hope they are not young brats and will be open to convo about mutual respect and there is more good than bad ,,, it is safer but overrated ie the famous gollf course , has the Valspar classic and a few more ,,,, some cool things ,, it is a stepping stone it will give me a chance to get on my feet,,,rent the other place ptsd is weird it is better doing feel as lonely ,,, but,, as i said i had to have first floor and did not realize how much one can hear upstairs,,,,,, i wish i could do a seminar on seniors never ever selling their homes because of what ever ,, just dont sell,,, but well what is going on in my life right now ,, was a crime and tragic nobody seems to get not you all just a crime happened doesnt matter that i had traama before it wasnt running my life,,,,,, it was and always be his sh and shame, but going forward i have a new place and i can and will make it ,,,,, i have to keep going toward light ,, a meeting reeaching out,,,, accepting,, but safe is crucial more crucial than annoyance,,,, i feel good knowing just anyone cannot get in the gate ,,,, that huge pressure is gone and it has helped , when my tv is on canot hear them ,, and i will hope full y find out they work ,,, but it is not near as bad as living in the ghetto with the crime we have had i think what is happening is now that i am safe feelings crying alot are just stuff is just coming up and that is a good thing thank God i got out of there and started feeling , staying shut down with full armour on is much much worse in my opinion
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