Its been 18 days since my Daddy died :( He was always Daddy to me no matter how old i got. Thanksgiving is almost here and hes not here. Mom is at her sisters which i know she needs but it makes it harder for me. Neither parent for thanksgiving. Grief is so hard, not a day goes by i dont break down at least once. I can not get thru an AA meeting without falling apart at my turn to share. I miss my Daddy so bad!!!!!! We were very close! He is my adopted dad and raised me since 6 years old. But hes always been in my life. Hes the reason i have a good man in my life i took his example. His biggest pride for me was my sobreity and i will be 8 years sober dec 27th. I had the funeral home put my 24 hour coin in his hand before the funerl and bury him with it.
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So it has been about a month since my break up and I feel better about myself and less anxious overall. I'm happy for the most part but there are times where I find myself reflecting and wondering what-if scenarios. Also recently have been getting a lot of I guess you could call them "signs" telling me they were the one and to reach out and stuff like that. It's just giving me this false hope and...