Sorry everyone. Really really struggling with loneliness. Tried hard to not feel lonely. Spent the day out working on the yard. Grilled for the first time. Grilling for one blows. I get that my loneliness is substantially due to my c-PTSD. Fair enough but I feel like my life will be meaningless because I can’t ever connect with anyone emotionally. It feels like bullshit.
You don’t know what ANIXIETY is UNTIL YOU TRY TO LIVE IN THIS FUCKING WORLD BEING DEAF. This is 2018 and 99% of all Businesses and Corporations DO NOT HAVE ONLINE CHAT FOR FUCKING DEAF CUSTOMERS. ONLY A PHONE NUMBERA FUCKING PHONE NUMBER FOR DEAF CUSTOMERS TO CALL
Does anyone have a lot of anxiety over making changes, like life changes? Trying to control the outcome of a change, whether it be change of where you live, new job, starting a new course of study. A lot of my anxiety and stress at the moment comes down to financial stress (which is understandable) yet I have irrational fears, for example my lease is running out in about 3 months time, yet I fear...