I DO NOT GET along with my wife we don't talk and as i'm getting better i can see that she has not hellped my mental state . In fact she has amplified it, i don't let her have that control over me anymore so now we just don't talk. I sleep in a different room because i can't stand being next to her . I DON"T feel that i would hurt her or anyone but am tired of being mental f@@@ked over. I guess i want to run but this time go where there is more of a chance to get the help i need for now..This will put my family in a bit of a bind money wise but i really think its for the best or at least i've talked myself into believing it ,, all i want right now is to get better and the way that i'm being treated i feel is hurting that chance ..
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