The PTSD is knocking me for a loop. The anxiety of it is turning into panic. I will be going to a counselor, again, to work through some of these crappy issues AND I don't like repeating it all with a counselor because it just seems to make it so much worse and the memories/nightmare of it all truly sucks!
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