I 've just recently broken contact (well, he coldly disposed of me) with a bf of 3 years (on and off) He's emotionally/verbally abused me. Have any of you here dealt with the after effects of leaving a relationship with soembody who abused you or had a personality disorder? What were your stories? Right now I feel like I am numb just going through the motions of life. I realized that the last 3 years were a lie, that he was using me, he would be nice then cut me down the next day, he snatched me away from a new boyfriend, he would threaten suicide when I wasn't willing to deal with him. ect. Then he disposed of me like he didn't care/never knew me and now he's having the time of my life. I'm left to feel like nothing. I even have other guys pursuing me and i can't even begin to understand what a healthy relationship is anymore, much less let these guys in. What are your stories? Any advice?
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