tommorrow i leave for this camp, and he will be there. my mind is running through every posible scenario as if its preparing for battle. but as i come to that final day i realise somehting, he was treating me the way you would treat a cat or dog when they were scared or hurt. in so many ways...i mean what do you do when your cats scared of say thunderstorm, as my sister would say you hold them and pat them, or another word stroke them, to calm them down...thats why i never thought he was hurting me but at the smae time didnt feel ok bout what he was doing...if i was a cat or dog then what he was doing was appropriate, but im not a cat or dog. im not an animal, and when it seems liek im outa hand like fully freak calls the pound our in my case the police cause im up a tree safe or soemthing, or the vet or in my cause ambulance..it makes me angry to think he thinks of me as an animal and that is why he would feel justifiesd in what he is doing
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