When I was about 10 my father started coming into my room, you know what he wanted. Well that lasted for queit awhile until he was sent to jail. My mom fought to get him out and he came home within 2 months. During that time I prayed he would come home because it was easier to keep my father coming in my room than it was to face the other kids at school. My mother denied it all and after 30 years later she still calls me a liar. I think she has lost her mind literally from the guilt and the way she treated my brother and me. Today I had a flashback about something she had done and I wanted to go rip her hair out. Recently she also told my brother that I called her a money hungry whore and I was out to get her. Ive never called her that and I dont know how to handle it. I find my mother at fault because she was not there for me when I needed her most even now. My mother dont have much to do with me because of all of this. But everytime a flashback comes I want to get violent with her. How do I handle this without beating the **** out of her? If anyone has any advise please help..thanks so much
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