Why do I always pick really bad men? I think I do it because I dont have the nerve to hurt myself so I let others do it for me to me. I was chocked last week by a terrible man and yet I almost was just waiting for him to kill me because I hurt so bad and then my ptsd get completely out of control. Why do I do this? I think so low of myself that I choose low people to be in my life. I am now alone again and I cant stand the loneliness but I am to afraid to try again and get to close for fear of being hurt again. I am afraid of going into flashbacks and freaking people out. I need help. Thank you, Jami
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