without meds it is so hard to go back to normalcy after a stressful event. everyone around me can be so happy and move on with ease and i feel like i was left on the back burner like im the one left with the problem on my shoulder. it makes me totaaly hate my loved ones. like how could they. I didn't even recieve an apology from the one's that created the stress. Good advice from my mom "pull yourself up by the boot straps and move on" My boots dont even have straps im not a cowgirl, would be nice to be away from the city and work on a ranch without the chaos but thats besides the point. this weekend I really wanted to destroy something. tommorow I will feel guilty for feeling the way I did, its such a long process of emotions. Calgon makes me itch so that wont help!
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