I am having a big problem caring or understanding the man I am with. I hate men, they are bastards. My father raped me. my best friend raped me. And now I am getting comfortable but I am afraid of him! I am a nothing I am a piece of fluff and he shouldnt have to put up with me. I deserved it. I should have been stronger and now I m a nothing I am crap. I hate my life I want to die I don't know what to do.
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