Sometimes I don't feel "worthy" of the diagnosis of ptsd. I have all the symptoms, but I feel like people look at me as though I am just over reacting, and I know that there are plenty of people out there -like Vetrans for example- that have been thru so much more than I have. I feel guilty for 'not getting over it. I know in my head that I have gone thru a lot and no one should have been treated the way that I have, and the rest of it, but to never leave my house because I am so afraid? To have nightmares everynight? To have lost everything and everyone in my life and become a prisoner of my own home? I Know this is crazy, and it doesn't make sense. I have been doing better lately, but for what ever reason time is having no effect on the "trauma". ??? I don't understand. Time is supposed to make it better, but it's been over a year. Am I just Over reacting???
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