So I shared with my counselor one of my most horrible memories of abuse. This memory is one of the ones that causes me anxiety and my PTSD symptoms. Since I told him, I have felt numb to it and not sure what to think. I am glad to be free of being the only one to know what happened to me but at the same time I am worried how long the numbness will last. I am not even sure if the numbness is a good thing or not. I am having confused and mixed feelings about it all. Anynone have any ideas???
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