Well I won't categorize last night as worst ever from nightmares. I can't explain but I do need more therapy time at the VA. All the regular players were in last nights performance and at one point I felt as if awake only to see huge nasty bugs crawling across the ceiling??? Yeah I can't even begin to explain the icky bug characters.
Anyway awake way too early, feeling as if I had a wrestling match in my head. I suppose a message to psychiatrist is in order and await her return conversation. Two sleep meds and increased depression meds and I'll take one of the two varieties of anxiety meds which might make me drowsy. This old soldier is in the game, for now anyway. Once I know outcomes of legal stuff will say stay or say fade by the end of summer.