Nightmares deepened once more. Doc increased the statin which causes them to worsen anyway so not it is even more. My cholesterol is 7.6 and has hovered around there and 8 for the past 15yrs no matter what I do or take. I'll give it a month and if the bloodwork remains the same hopefully the new doc in January will be open to trying something else. Diet, exercise, weight etc. - all normal. It is genetic.
It is making me very unsettled in spite of meditation, progressive muscle relaxation and on and on and on!
At this point a quick, fatal heart attack would be excellent.
Unbelievable.There was a knock on my front door this morning and as I assumed it was either the mail woman or my oil delivery man I went down unconcerned, opened the door wide with a smile and he walked past me and was in my sitting room checking my chimney before I could even register that it was the guy who had terrified me a couple of weeks ago. He told me he had cleaned my gutters at the back...
My friend died early this morning. I have been visiting her on a different floors at the same hospital I was in than when I was discharged I would visit daily. Last night I knew it wouldn't be long until she was gone. The good part was lots and lots of people were coming in and out it was like grand central station, the best part was it was nothing but laughter and love. The reason why I'm...