Don't know what to say that isn't already said by somebody else. I had couple traumas in my life, and I'm war survivor too.
I'm like this for almost 2 years, b/c of my history of depression, anxiety, suicide attempts, self harm, I was first treated for depression and anxiety and changed so many medication over 2 years and nothing helped to feel better. Now I was dx with Ptsd.
For those 2 years I was able to maintain and keep full time job. I'm now on Valium, Neurontin and started Invega, which has too many side effects for me so I don't use it when I work, only once a week when I'm off from work. I'm not in any kind of therapy, tried it but didn't work.