I feel like having a nervous breakdown. My bf treats me like I'm nothing. Calls me bad names, and yells shit bad about me like" CRAZY BITCH" when he knows I can hear him. I have Post traumatic stress disorder, and he knows it. He's always saying" nasty girl," I don't like her very much. Why would he beg me to come down here when he is ganna treat me like this. I treat him like a king! He tells me to do something and I do it. He told me tonight that he is my master and I do what he says. Why!!! Why do it, and say it? I just want to know why he's doing this to me? I can't deal with it anymore. We don't even sleep in the same room anymore. Maybe he found somebody else, and is happier. It hurts me so much because Iv been treated like this my whole life. Nobody wanted me. My own mommy left me at a church at 4 yrs old at night by myself. I came down here because I thought he wanted to be with me. But it all changed when he found out I had PTSD. I need some help PLEASE!!!
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