My therapist has been talking to me about other clients using names even and telling me what is said by people in therapy that i know the people. And after i reported that and the fact that i told her i have self harm urges, high anxiety lately, Told her FOUR TIMES i am feeling really blah and that it leads to depression for me and she changes the subject to off topic stuff like other clients or my plants etc (she comes in my home for therapy due to covid) and she has NOT done any grief therapy with me yet and dad passed 5 1/2 months ago. ANd then tonight AFTER i reported her alreayd to my case manger i found out shes talking about me as well to others. My safety place is no longer safe, man over board feeling, i am terrified, pissed off, panicky, angry, hurting mentallly, feel let down and feel like i can never trust anyone again even though noone else has ever done that to me there and i been there since 2005. But this just really is hurting me bad!
Muji retired Friday after 40 years of teaching. Muji has been so supportive as a CL here on DS, let's show Muji our support. Let's give Muji a retirement party! Post your retirement wishes to Muji as he transitions to retired life in Mexico. Let us know what food you are bringing to the party and any gifts you might have for Muji. Cheers Muji to your new adventure!
I really don't understand myself sometimes. I go from perfectly fine and laughing to feeling like a complete failure. Even though I know that having to have multiple sessions for a tattoo, sleeping through an interveiw, and being behind in some classes, really isn't that deep. But it just keeps swirling around into this gross mess of thoughts. I know people have their limitations, but I can't...