I can't do this anymore. He's still here still in my head torturing me. I thought I could be normal and I can't. Normal people have full control of their bodies. Normal people can sleep without fear. Normal people don't get shooting pains and constant aches. I JUST VERY BADLY WANT TO BE NORMAL. I want it to neverh ave been. Why did he have to do that to me? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY. And why isn't he here for me to scream and and yell and and strangle. I really really want to die right now. I get horrible horrible flashbacks every night and my stupid grandma is always telling me off for not switching off and going to bed and she knows FUCK ALL what it's like. I want to die. Why am I not allowed to die? If I was a dog someone would put me out of my misery. Dogs are treated better than me.
Kindness warms our hearts and helps relieve anxiety and stress not only for those receiving the act of kindness but also for those showing an act of kindness. Kindness is such a simple thing to give......words, a smile, a small gesture. Tell us an act of kindness that you were able to give or have received. Everyone needs some form of kindness at one time or another.For me the kind words on DS...