It occurred to me today that in July 2020 I will be eligible for early retirement. First I can't believe I'm that old. Second when I try to imagine working at my job for 4.5 more years I feel a huge weight crushing me and it is hard to even breath. I don't want to think of another couple of thousand more cases I will deal with in that period. If not more.
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