Really.. I just feel like this whole thing has gotten old and I'm sick of it. I just want to be over it and normal again. I don't want pity.. self or otherwise... and when I get depressed I feel so annoyed.. like.. here we go again. You know how you can get emotionally drained from being around someone who needs help ALL of the time? Well I'm emotionally drained and tired of myself. I'm tired of my brain and my body and just want to tell them to shut up and work properly for once. I feel like I"m someone else trapped inside a malfunctioning organic machine. Does anyone else feel dissociated like this and do you just get irritated with how much this effects you or your life?
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