I'm was molested by a family member when i was really young, and have suffered from flashback of it my whole life. It leaves me being very distant sexually. It's one of the main reasons I'm still a virgin. What I don't understand is why this one girl, who I've recently been hooking up with, doesn't set my triggers off like other girls I have been with. I flirt more with her and other things, i just don't understand why. I also have Bipolar Disorder, and I don't want this to be part of a manic phase that I'm going through and I want to know that if I keep getting more involved with her that I'm not suddenly going freeze up and freak out.
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