Graphic talk tw. i sware to god im loosing my mind.
Last night i woke up to a axe being thrown into my head, just laid there paralyised like when the chain saw slit my throat feeling every feeling that ud have if it really happened and feeling of blood squirting out but not being able to move.
I keep seeing people in the bedroom then float off, i see letters written in blood on the wall , People up in my face ect.
Am i loosing my mind? Why is this happening again? Its only night time upon waking. I know its a diagnosable thing but they say its nothing to worry about.
But hey, its only affecting my mood and tiredness levels. I feel insane. I cant tell if im talking to them out loud for real or not.
Im just so confused.
I feel very confused due to my relationship history. My girlfriend and I have been together for 2 plus years. In the beginning she was constantly jealous of the fact that I had been with other people before her and she had not. It became so overbearring I broke up with her shortly after we began dating. We ended up talking again and getting back together. As time went on one of my "friends"...
I have tried to start writing something here a few times now, and ended up writing a novel and then deleting. I'm just going to quickly share my situation without the long drawn out story and ask for help/advice. You will probably all hate me after reading this but that's okay, I hate myself enough already and always will. Background- I am a mom of four kids. I became a mother at 17. My oldest...