Graphic talk tw. i sware to god im loosing my mind.
Last night i woke up to a axe being thrown into my head, just laid there paralyised like when the chain saw slit my throat feeling every feeling that ud have if it really happened and feeling of blood squirting out but not being able to move.
I keep seeing people in the bedroom then float off, i see letters written in blood on the wall , People up in my face ect.
Am i loosing my mind? Why is this happening again? Its only night time upon waking. I know its a diagnosable thing but they say its nothing to worry about.
But hey, its only affecting my mood and tiredness levels. I feel insane. I cant tell if im talking to them out loud for real or not.
Im just so confused.
Im feeling worried because on Thursday my mom wants us all to pray togther because my sister is leaving for college soon. Group prayer really is not thing. Also the last time I was involved in a group prayer I was verbally attacked by my mom. Also she told me at the beginning of the week and now I have time to anticipate it. The same thing happened last time and it led up to my mom verbally...
I'am not a good writer so bear with me.I am in Mexico City at the moment. I meet a man from the US also who tells me he is in Mexico City trying to get his child back.He says his wife a Mexican lady took off to Mexico with the child left him with his grandparents and went back to the US alone taking the child's passport with her because she doesn't want the child anymore and that she was hittng...