I was scared out of my City region back in 2000. It has changed me.
I was falusly accused of something in college. That was the start of my change.
Later after college I ran away from my region. I got scared and came back.
I got angry at tricks played on me. I was angry at the shadows. Currently, I don't like myself.
I will never have a girlfriend. I'm afaid to let anyone close .Also I am older and have lost my looks.
So I just met with my new therapist. She seems like she'll really be able to help. She's not afraid of the complex trauma or DID like I thought she would be. I also met with my psychiatrist today. He upped my lamictal and continued everything else, even the klonopin! I'm also in the process of getting insurance to cover TMS. (Transcranial Magnetic stimulation) I've had it done before. Over a...