I am living in MOntana, on a farm with my family who does not believe in me getting support, or getting on medication. I do not know what to do, or how I am ever going to get better, without this in my life. I am afraid, of getting ostrasized from the family, if I get help. I do not know what I am to do. I have bipolar, and I need to get myself in to get the right treatment, and if I do not, I think I am in for trouble. I am so afraid, of getting help, because they do not want me to. I do not know what to do. Being the good girl, is frustrating me, and really concerns me. What I am doing now, is not working. I am being pacified, and manipulated, I am not sure how to get the help I need. I am really afraid. I am 29, and cannot leave, because I have no transportation, and no way of getting help, or treatment. I do not know what I am to do
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