I'm a full-time student and have two weeks left in this quarter and I'm really busy. I've been out for one month after serving more than three years and I'm busy with meeting, groups, aftercare, and various other appointments and I'm still trying to adjust to being out. And I miss my son- and the guilt and grief weigh heavy on me everyday. Everything I see, say, and do remind me of him and how he is not with me and that no matter what I do in life, it will never bring him back. But still I go on because I don't know how to give up but I don't want to be miserable. I truly want to be happy and I want to achieve self-forgiveness. I'm just so sad. Any advice?
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