i dont know what im dealing with here none of the doctors want to sit down and explain what im going through so i wonder around aimlessly in my head just hoping for some kinda answers...but thats not really realistic is it? i dont know why i feel so distant all the time, i dont know why i regress to the age i was abused, my mind is there not here, i try to tell myself that im not in danger but i cant convince myself ya know? i dont know why i feel dissoriented all the time, the nightmares the panic attacks im a mess, and i feel like im unreparable.
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