I can't be alone, i hate it there's something about being alone that scares me and makes me incredibly depressed. I know i'm afraid that no one will love me enough to marry me because of what happened but i feel like its more than that...because it doesn't have to be my boyfriend with me its just anyone even if they are just on the phone will make me feel better. I just want to be able to be alone and enjoy it like a lot of other people do...but i dont know even where to begin to make it okay for me to be alone.
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