I was diagnosed with PTSD last year how wver thought I could deal with everything on my own, but that did not work out to well. I was dated raped when I was sixteen, I am 35 now and have been thru 4 abusive relationships. The last one was very confusing, I thought I found someone I could really trust, but he turned out to be no so nice. It is hard for me to trust men, very hard. I have flash backs from the rape and the abuse I have endured. I feel scared alot. I feel like I will never be able to be "normal". I am currently in therapy now. My coping skills, well I have none. When my ex and I would fight I would just start crying, thats what I do cry. He would just make fun of me and tell me to grow up. I hope it gets better. I just want one day to be myself before all this.
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