i become so lost to find anyone out there that i can discuss with who truly understand ptsd....even though i know i am not alone per se....but it feels that way when you are distressing and looking for help and counselling can not be there for you and your strategies dont work...and you get upset with the world....you have been dealt a bleak pack of cards and told to live with them.....i am tired of continually struggling....someone giving me something nice on a platter so i dont have to struggle all the time considering all the pain that i have had to endure from others....not really in a good place right now...just like a whale who is a strong mammal they too if got caught in a net no matter how hard they struggle will die without a diver coming to release them from that net....you can not do all this alone...but unfortunately that is how it is you suffer alone.sorry
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