I was abused for many years and lived in fear. I prayed & prayed to God, but the abuse continued. I was alone and traumatized. Always waiting for the other "shoe to drop." I still am afraid of the future even though I am an adult and am no longer being abused. How do I trust in a God who didn't show up for me? How do I have peace and look forward to the future?
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