Its been one year. I was raped when I was drunk and passed out. About two weeks later the rapists brother(he's about as wide as he is tall) assaulted me and kicked us off the mountain where we would hang out. God did it. Not him. I'm glad it happened or else I probably would have been dead right now. However its still with me. Everything that happened. I still see him in my face. I have nightmares, I have flashbacks...And VERY angry. I've seen him and he's apologized to Dexter but not to me. He didn't even look at me.I actually quit my job at the local Walmart because I couldn't stand seeing him and his family coming in there and going thru my check-out line. I let this go on far enuff! My therapist i seen while I was at college told me to just get over it. I tried! I can't! They were all my husbands ex-friends and one of the brothers still wants to come around because he knew my husband all his life. I want nothing to do with ANY of them and I get so angry if I even see their wives and kids! Oh I don't do anything...but I take my frusterations out on my husband and I've hit him and cuased big messes in the apt. All over this. I'll bring it up and get angry. My hubby soooo wants me past this. SO DO I! Its so frusterating. His parents live very close to them and so everytime we go "home" we pass their houses and see them once in a while. I get so angry. I can't escape them no matter what! So I guess I have to learn to live with that. HELP HELP HELP!!!
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