I hear alot about people who have suicidal tendencies but in my adventers in PTSD I have more homicidal tendencies. I wouldnt even think twice about ending my own life. That is out of the question. I was almost hospitized twice... once because I gave my docotor in detail how I was going to kill my ex-husband. I was dead serious about it.... the secoud time, I threated my boss not with words but with body language. Yes, I still have my job by the grace of god.. only because I admited I needed help and needed it ASAP. So they put me on medcal leave for 2 months. I guess I have more of the "fight" then "flight" in my body... but does anyone else have these problems? This rather sucks, I'm not a volent person...really...
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