No sleep; what I did instead. Do you know what causing arsenic posioning?
Applied for a teaching position teaching undergrads
Figured out if I have to postpone going to NYC to buy the camera I need for my MFA program because of money/health problems.
Learned that I have heavy metal toxicity and arsenic that I need my drs help with. I think I got them both from being fed a pound of tuna every day in an abusive situation, and living in an unsafe building with lack of water electricity where I had to call 911 alot; it was very scary, there I was further abused/raped. It was in the same city as my parents; they knew but they didn't care. I lived there after they took all my money.
Both my Drs are are out of town so I am worried here's what I need there help with:Completing a disability form past due for my MFA program, diagnosing/prescribing what to do about the above problems, as well as the labs regarding my insulin, hypoglycemia/hormone problems
Constructed and wrote a respectful letter to one of my past abusers who spent $25,000 of the money I had previously earned, half of the $50,000 I had earned during my career that my parents took. I know I cannot get my $ back, it is gone, or my belongings and art from my parents but he has 6 boxes of my artbooks that it would mean the world to me to have back. I have lived with barely any possessions or basic things like towels/cookware that most people have since then. People Say I should take them both, as well as my former landloard to court, but I want to move on with my life and practice compassion. It feels healthier to me.
My very real money anxieties, and the ramifications they have cause, as well as the ramifications healthwise of the abuse are something I have to deal with every day, all alone, except for you wonderful people who read and care.
Thank you for reading about my life. I am proud of all the work I am doing, but Know it will be a VERY difficult day on no sleep. Blessings to all today...