just wanted to get this post up , I have spent a month doing little trips to get away from the property and it is working I feel less stressed much stronger,, I had a few beers on my vaca and I don't feel like I want to go on a drunken spree I do believe I needed to chill out and I did no excuses I am not perfect in my sobriety I cannot live in extremes anymore I plan to go back to some form of healthy recovery but I am better mentally I know I am ready to make some moves today I actually made a doctor apt,, my younger sister having health issues but not taking it on I am praying for her,,,, getting away and feeling the feeling of coming back I realized it is this place I will get a better healthier place to live, continue on my path of working to heal my ptsd missed everybody here ,,,, wow ,, I am rested so here we go one foot in front of the other glad to have my dog back ,,,, got some perspective even spent one night at the beach was so beautiful
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