I don't know really what to ask. I have terrible thoughts, feelings, hallucinations and belieivng that things are happening though they arent when tryinng to deal/touch my kitchen ie0the dishes, etc. right now I am having terrible flashbacks adn such and it is crippling me. I have lived before being well grounded and have lots of coping skills and such. I have never attempted to really use a kitchen though. I seemed to have gotten lost and can't find my way back. I just keep feelinng more and more desparate I just don't know what to do. my doctor actually suggested that now may not be the time for me to be doing my dishes and to actually bring someone into my house to help with the kitchen? Has anyone ever had a person in their home that helps you out and teaches and does and such? It feels really defeated to me but at the rate I am going, what could it be worse than? There are other issues invovled. The kitchen is terrifying. I can't throw food away wither among other things.. Anyone had any weird kitchen issues that has some recovery with it or anything.
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