Today has been a much better day and I'm done being angry at God today. My partner left work early yesterday to spend time with me and to comfort me while I was in my deep sad grieving place. It was the first time anyone has ever care enough about me to do that. It felt amazing. Also she is the first and only person to ask me exactly what my father did to me. Of course I gulped and thought this is it she going to leave. Well I set down and told her and she hugged me and was so wonderful to me. She told me it was worse than she had imagined. She said she would be there when or if things come up. I had never ever told anyone except the last therapist I had. I was shaking in my boots and I didn't even need to. It was one of the hardest conversations I've ever had to have. She couldn't believe no one else care enough to ever ask in case I ever got triggered she would know why or how to help me. The grief has passed for today and I can say I'm grateful for that.
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