for those i have gotten to know and care for and those who have really championed me in here i say a sad good bye i dont know if i ever will come back i have spoken my truth and shared and learned alot Several years ago i chartered a room in here GLBT rainbow trauma recovery room it is my belief our GLBT family are hurting and in a world of rejection i personally know there are other gays on here but our room has many members in need ,,, I will spend my life helping then whether sharing my story or volunteering at the hotline i have lost friends and every day a transgender person of color gets killed,, ptsd is somethihg we are born into ,,,, it is innate in the underpriveleged and minorities ptsd is like our first experience with the world for those and many other reasons as a believer and a survivor of so much hatred for being GLBT in my generation i am going to work on this room i started and hope i can build support a few members here joined us,,, i am the founder so many deep wounds there ,, and being trans is like growing up in a war zone the hatred is across the board ,, That is the core of everyhing i went through , sure alot of us have cancer sickness other mental health cnallenges but like unless you are hated for the color of your skin or ibecause you are from a group a minority that is hated for just being ,,, it is an extra layer of hate and ptsd i was raped and he told me i was an old lezzie and deserved it this happens daily , thanks for all who have been there for me ,,,, i want to go help myself and others who know that special pain ,,, yes it is a common ground ,, ie ptsd but unless you are also a minority ie gay trans person of color you could not know that pain and living wiht constant social judgement ,, i have to finish my healing by owning my own not rejecting it,,, that is why i put it out there,,, everything about me was tainted for being GLBT from my mothers own rejection those are the wounds i need to work on to find acceptance and empowerment for myself,,, i wish all of you love peace joy and the very best on your personal journey,,, free and lady
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