It seems like every time I try to remember good OR bad things, the memories come up very very fuzzy, and I am having issues remembering just about anything from past experiences in my life. I find myself isolating from just about everything, and simple things in my life (like taking good physical care of myself and doing things I need to do) go out the window almost every day. Pretty soon I am starting trauma therapy, say, next week I believe. My therapist wants me to try and figure out which trauma or traumas was the most impacting on my day to day life, and I can't seem to dig that deep into my thoughts and feelings to even begin to know. I seem to block out almost every little feeling, my paranoias are getting worse, etc etc etc. I don't know why I'm writing all this but thanks for letting me get it out!!!!
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