I tend to get flashbacks a lot and it\'s like I am at the scene of the crime all over again. It\'s very hard to pull me out of that state unless I can engage in conversation with someone I trust. It\'s always pretty obvious when I go into that mode and it\'s only by luck I don\'t stay there permanetely.
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