Earlier this week my uncle called me stupid for not being able to tell the cops what happened to me. (please see my profile) I have heard that I was stupid my entire life from my mom. If I got a "B" in a class, I was told that I was too stupid to get an "A". If I got an "A", I was told that I should have worked harder for that "A+". If I made a mistake at home or in any sports, then I was called stupid and told that I wasn't worth anything. I was starting to get over these thoughts and now this week my uncle sent me back to the begining. I am starting to believe that everyone is right and that I am stupid.
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