feeling cranky and irritated today. My zapain meds ran out fewdays ago went to grt new prescription refill. Tirns out its not due yet, i was shocked why not. Apparently it was meant to be 1x4 a day. Oh... i was taking 2x4 a day by accident. I didnt realise it was just 1.
Now im only allowed 1x4 times a day for a 2 weeks till i can get into see my doc again, he has to see me to up it cos the strength of it.
Zapain is addictive because of the coidine, ive not had any for 3 days. I think im having withdrawals. Plus alot of pain on top.
I got up early to go see the pyhiso, just as i was leaving at 8.15 am i got a message saying it had been cancelled and rebook. I was pissed of thinking i wont get another appointment for few weeks. I got lucky though! They had a cancellation at 1pm today so i get to go after all just at a different place.
im kinda annoyed about my mri scan. My doctor told me i would be seen within 2 weeks. I rang after 2 weeks gone by, apparently waiting list is 4-6 weeks now as she only did a routine refferal.ugh. Im just so desperate to know whats happening to me. It is what it is. Il just have to wait.
Sorry i know im moaning and i know its off topic. Just i know i can vent with you guys.
Its really bugging me i remember nothing between 6yrs old to 10/11 ish. And not much between 12-15. I feel like im trying to force myself to remember just something. Not something traumatic just something, anything.