I dont really know what to say here right now. I just feel so shitty and suicidal. Ive accepted that i was psychotic but i appear to be coming out of that now and the better mood that came with my psychosis at times has toally gone. Yes thats right, i felt better psychotic even though it caused anxiety to act on harmful things i still felt better.
I feel really triggered off by something but i cant pin point what but i know its to do with my dads abuse on me.i think its his abuse that sent me into psychosis because i had be around him at xmas.it was 5 weeks before xmas i started getting psychotic because i knew id have see him.
Im fed up of constantly having to battle with my ptsd and other mental health issues.
Why wont this stop. I dont want to go on like this anymore.
I have self harmed twice in past few days. It only helps while im doing it then the helps over and done with. Then i just have spend days looking at my cuts till they heal.
Please can i just scream? Aggghhhhhh f*ck!!!!
I dont wanna do this life anymore. ( im not going to kill myself dont worry)
im doing great and was wondering if I don’t need meds anymore. But then I know I’m doing great BECAUSE of the meds. What wouid happen if someone who doesn’t have bipolar were taking mood stabilizer and anti depressants?
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