Honestly I feel like giving up. Why bother?
Life is what it is and I am where I was meant to be. Acceptance of the reality.
My career is over gone done
I am on disability income and will financially struggle
I am not going to work again
I live in emotiona and physical pain
I am lonely and have no friends
I am bad with money
I make poor decisions
So what it is who I am. That is that. Who cares. These are things that are always going to be because they are me and who I am.