for a long time I was afraid of getting into a relationship because I was afriad of being hurt. Everytime things started to get a little serious with someone, I would freak-out (inside) and break it off. I am now in a relationship that has lasted 3 months. Things are getting serious but I am scared. there are no guarantees in this world, I know. I wish and I had more self-confidence, and know that whatever happens I will be OK. It is just that I have a fragile heart, and was abused in my marriage by my ex, and suffer from PTSD. I am extrememly hypervigilent, and my boyfriend is aware of the PTSD and is bearing with me on it.
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