I find it extremely hard to express my feelings. I would rather make up lies to go along with the way I feel about the things that have happened to me in the past. I am scared of my ex, and can't ever seem to be able to forget what he did to me. I also get pissed off about it. I loved him and he hurt me over and over again, and now that is what I am doing to the ones that love me with my lies.
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