Does anyone else have problems adjust to new things or changes in routine or live and find it exhausts you completely? I cannot seem to cope with new environments or changes to the old ones. For example I am not adjusting to this new term at school and I am starting to feel I don't belong. I feel like the odd person out and I feel different from others. I also feel like they know I am different. I am disorganized, cannot seem to pay attention, yawn a lot and missed a quiz in economics because I thought the date had been pushed out but that was the for the quiz the week before. I was confused about what week it was. I got very angery with myself for not having my crap together. I am taking purchasing and my purchasing prof told us this week that if we don't like people or don't get along well with people this job is not for us. I use to do purchasing but it has changed a lot since I last did it. I don't really like people and I have a great history of not trusting and getting along with people. Now I thinking this is not the right career for me. I am back to thinking that I am never going to work again. I cannot see myself in a job or a career anymore and I cannot see a future. I seem to be just floating along in life with no energy to be able to set goals and work towards them. All my energy is taken up by just getting through the day and there is nothing else left. I am exhausted and life less. I feel like life is passing me by and I cannot seem to jump on board because I am just to exhausted to do so.
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