I read everyone's messages on here and I am so inspired by their bravery and their attempts to cope and make sense of what's happened to them. But it seems everyone has someone, husband, wife, boyfriend, girlfriend, friends,children, parents. I don't want to sound self pitying but no-one seems to want to know me anymore and I'm probably too scared of it going pear shaped to make new relationships, they'll either turn on me or think I'm weird once they get to know me and then abandon me like everyone else has since I was born. I know this sounds a bit like dribble but its a core feeling I have. Does anyone feel the same?
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