does anyone feel like they're being pressured to do things that they're not ready to do???? i was raped in 2009 onm y college campus and then i droppedo ut came back home etc. etc.......but my brother goes to the same college where i was raped......and he graduates in decmeber...my therapist and psychiatrist have told my parents that i can't go back....it'd be a huge trigger etc. etc......but my parents don't beleive me and they think that i should just "stop lying" and go to the graduation.....they told me that i'n being really selfish and that if i really WAS raped i would want to confront my fears and "get over" them......!!!!!!!!!!!! i just feel so....so.....lost.......i mean they've pressured me to start a job the day i got back from school, threatened ot kick me out of the house, pressured me to live a normal lifeand live WITHOUT the fear of leaving the house......why can't they let me move at my own pace??? who cares if i'm moving slowly??!! it's MY pace.....i need to feel safe again, and i don't get why thye don't understand that....anyone else feel this way????
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