Not only do I have to deal with a divorce, rape, losing my job, my son's skull fracture, but now I am struggling with my weight. I am having a hard time eating and won't do it without being forced. For that reason, and many others, I am staying with my parents. Everyone thinks it is such a big deal for me to gain weight. I don't see why I have to deal with that too. I am still in the triple digits...and there are tons of skinny people out there!!! I am anxious today and shaky and not feeling well. This is really bothering me. I hate to be force-fed.
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